Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep
If I die before I wake, I will be proud of the life I lived. With every ounce of energy I truly tried to give others like me hope.
If I die before I wake, I can be proud of the kind of father I was and how much love I had for them not would ever compare.
If I die before I wake, I will have guile that I did not do enough, so many lives left untouched and lost and hopeless.
If I die before I wake, my pain will be gone the pain that I have felt since that one harsh day when everything change and everyone walked away.
If I should die before I wake only my children will I feel sorry for, the pain and loss and life they will have to live with only the other.
If I die before I wake it is Gods gift to me after so long and much pain and poverty that so many feel in this life they live.
When I think of all the people who did nothing but harm to me and other like me, I wonder what God will say to them.
When I think of all the pain, my health that I could not tend to, the pain in my teeth and seizures that get worse as time goes on.
When I think of priorities of those who said they were here for us and were only here for themselves or to build a good name.
When I think of all God made possible I thank him every day for a life worth living but now its time with no regrets of how I lived my life.
When I think of the peace that I could not find here, I pray to God that my soul he take.
